God knows best.

[God] heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds. He counts the number of the stars; He calls them all by name. - Psalm 147:3-4

Mommy was very upset four days ago and it affected me too. She was distraught with grief about losing that 'someone' in her life. She knew clearly that God meant good for this misfortune to happen, so she told herself that she was mourning with hope in God. She will continue to pray and count the blessings from God. I did not know how to console her, therefore, I kept being mischievious and hope to divert her attention away from this sad episode . She was so mad at me during dinner (because I didn't want to keep quiet when we say grace before our meal) that I heard her screamed: "What do you want from me? I have given you everything, what else do you want from me?" I answered her: "My jetski!". Then I saw her and Pa pa burst out their laughter. I wondered what was so funny. Before dinner, I was actually playing with the jetski that Mommy bought for me in the afternoon and didn't want to leave it to take my dinner at the dining table. Mommy put it away and told me I can only play with it after my dinner. I truly just want my jetski and nothing else at that moment.

Mommy seemed to be more patient with me these few days. I pray that she will remain like this for till end of the year. However, she is still firm with me when she thinks I am not behaving. She has also cut down my TV watching session, I hardly got to watch more than 4 times per week now. She said she would prefer to spend the time reading, painting and playing with me. We were at Parent's Place on Saturday and it was a great day for Mommy & me. We sat at the picnic table in the garden to have our snacks. Mommy told me how God creates the trees and nature. Then we walked around the artificial bridges in the woods, she even kicked the ball with me on the green. Mommy said she wants to spend more quality time with me and treasure the time we spend together here. I too, will treasure the time I spend with you, Mommy! Oooohhh, I wish Pa pa was there with us... Pa pa, study hard! I am looking forward to spend more time with you too.